Musings

Just some things I wrote down when I was trying to put things in order in my mind. I also wrote a list of projects I’ve started, ones I have to finish soon and things that I really want to do, but take a lot of friction to complete.

• What am I good at?
• What do I have of value to offer others?
• What one big project do I want to complete?
• What do I really want out of life?
• What do I need to get it?

Money. Not in incredibly big ammounts, but enough to comfortably live with.
Time. I am aware that I make my own time… so what do I really need?
Motivation. To put all my strength into my life-project.

And someone, an intimate mate that pushes me gently from behind, supporting me in what I do and giving me something money can’t buy.

Love.

I am not an independent person. I now consciously realize I cannot sustain myself alone. I feel as if I am floating, and I need someone to put me back on my feet, so I can move forward.