Calmer Now

Thanks to those who’ve given me internet hugs and worry about what’s going on. I’ve had a good lunch with the family I live with here and it’s helped a lot.

Last I heard my sister was sleeping still, at least she’s alive and with my dad. I’m sure I can trust him to help her as much as humanly possible and I know he’s even more worried than I am for her. He promised me he’d ask for vacations at work to spend as much time as necessary with my sister. I just hope we can contact my mom and that she’ll come to her senses and bring back my brother.

There’s not much I can do from here except hope she’s okay and will get better. Dad knows that if I’m really needed I’m willing to grab my bags and go there at once. But there’s not much I could do there either right now, though I’d give anything to just hug my sister and tell her I’m there for her. I’d also love to scream at my mom for what she’s done to her family. But no can do. I’ll just wait to hear more, and hope everything smooths out.

As it is I’m exhausted already. A morning of crying has me ready for sleep. And with my back aching this much it’s probably a good thing to do. Hopefully sleep will help.