Generally Hopeless

I really am a hopeless case… I feel as if I’ll never get anywhere in life. At this rate, I’ll just wither up and die or something… (I wish that would be the case). So they say it’s useless to think of suicide, that it’s not the answer, that I have to do what I want to, to gra the reigns of my life and fight for what I want.

But I have no spirit in me and I have no idea what I want out of life. I can’t live forever off my parents, specially if I live afar from them, and I certainly cannot make money off drawings and pixel art, not as I stand now. So what do I do?

No idea.

So, as you see, I feel as if I’m in limbo. Most of the time and on other pages I’m just happy and carefree, posting drawings, comments, adding people to my devwatches, dolling… but I can’t seem to really sit down and do something productive, or get up and go to classes. At this rate, I’ll flunk all of them again, and then my parents are gonna eat me alive…