Let it Snow

I felt a bit better today after getting my first night of real rest. I slept till lunch time, and then had a day of keeping my mind busy by playing Neopets, checking Moeboard and Deviantart. I did feel sufficiently listless to not get myself to work on any of my homework for tomorrow… and I had three. I’ll have to talk to my teachers and see if I can get extensions. Last week, and this weekend have been hell for me, and I’ll need some adjustment time before I can get back into full swing at university.

I did manage to scan two drawings later in the evening, and I’ve colored half of one of them, maybe I’ll finish it tomorrow after classes… I got distracted before I finished it. It’s taking a lot to make me concentrate on anything where I have to think or be creative.

I still haven’t heard anything from Xae. He was supposed to arrive at New York at 5pm on sunday, but he hasn’t appeared online, or left any message on his webpage. I guess he hasn’t had time, but I still worry… I’ve been hugging the plushie he gave me for my birthday, Latte, a lot. Specially yesterday, I slept with the teddy bear for the first time in months. But starting tomorrow I have to get over all this. Somehow… There’s so many things I have to do, that I have to learn to do things alone, without him there to help and support.

I miss him.

It’s still raining, although about three hours ago it got cold enough for it to turn into snow. I’m not sure if it’ll continue long enough for there to be a small layer of it for tomorrow, but maybe I’m lucky and get a white morning. It’s freezing though, that’s the downside… even with my heater on, I have cold feet and legs while I sit at the computer.