I always do a lot of planning…. I wonder how much of this I’ll eventually get done!

Hikaru says:
Keiko will have the petpage info on the Valhalla guild, since it’ll be easier for me o have that on my main
Raile says:
*nods*
Hikaru says:
and Ryuu for Valhalla’s realm and Ceranda for Niflheim
Raile says:
*nods*
Hikaru says:
then Hikaru-sama has the Valhalla directory
Raile says:
*nods*
Hikaru says:
Azoth … I’m not sure, actually, maybe I should host info on the past of Niflheim there, and only account for the last tweinty years on Ceranda’s
Raile says:
*nods*
Hikaru says:
clan info will be on Ceranda’s anyways
Raile says:
*nods*
Hikaru says:
you’re nodding a lot
Raile says:
I am.
Hikaru says:
I actually expected you to nod to that

Situation has defused at home, and my sister’s fine and back to herself. Hopefully things will slowly get better, though I have my doubts on whether mom will come to her senses. Hope she does… According to her my brother’s doing great and his teachers say he’s a quick learner. Seems he’s as smart as his sisters… I wonder if he’ll grow up to be as lazy as them too.

Hope not.

Thanks to those who’ve given me internet hugs and worry about what’s going on. I’ve had a good lunch with the family I live with here and it’s helped a lot.

Last I heard my sister was sleeping still, at least she’s alive and with my dad. I’m sure I can trust him to help her as much as humanly possible and I know he’s even more worried than I am for her. He promised me he’d ask for vacations at work to spend as much time as necessary with my sister. I just hope we can contact my mom and that she’ll come to her senses and bring back my brother.

There’s not much I can do from here except hope she’s okay and will get better. Dad knows that if I’m really needed I’m willing to grab my bags and go there at once. But there’s not much I could do there either right now, though I’d give anything to just hug my sister and tell her I’m there for her. I’d also love to scream at my mom for what she’s done to her family. But no can do. I’ll just wait to hear more, and hope everything smooths out.

As it is I’m exhausted already. A morning of crying has me ready for sleep. And with my back aching this much it’s probably a good thing to do. Hopefully sleep will help.

Josh, today I can´t sleep, can´t rrite, and nidear talk. But I stil have my eyes to sea and know That I love You and miss you so much that i cant go to the bathroom and po. You are my Luz my star. Rite me a story to SAVE my brother, he neads a way tu ES CA PE Your litel sister stefy.zzzzZZZZ Deja tu mail Juegas Poker o un PokeMon Mas? Puro tramite la caga

I got this mail at 4:30am the other night. I read it in the day of course, and found it kinda funny… I supposed my sister was under the effects of alcohol or something. Of course this mail makes a lot of sense to me now.

Mom took my brother to Argentina a week ago, about. I haven’t known how to blog about it and kept putting it off. My dad called this morning, just an hour ago. He told me my sister had been acting strange since my mom disappeared. She’d been coming up with strange… phrases and humorless black humor. Last night he and his girlfriend went to eat out and it seems my sister finally had too much.

She started talking gibberish. At first they thought she was on drugs and took her to the hospital, where they said she was fine, but she had had a mental breakdown. The took her to a mental institute and if she’s not there now it’s because they had no beds for her. She was sedated and dad spent the whole night awake watching over her.

I feel so guilty for not realizing this was so serious. My sister hasn’t gone to the bathroom since mom disappeared, and she… she was asking me to help her in that mail. And while I did worry and thought of calling dad or someone to check on her I didn’t. I put it off. Now I’m worried sick about her and I can’t stop crying. I know it can’t help her, or that this isn’t my fault. But I still feel guilty. She’s my sister and I’m not there to help her.

What if she’d done something to herself? She’s been mostly alone at my dad’s because he works full time at the observatory. She could have taken her life and … I’m glad she didn’t. I guess we share that in common. We take other routes to try and cope with stuff. But I don’t want my little sister to go crazy.

This is all mom’s fault… I can’t believe she’s doing this to her family. And even then, last time I talked to her, she told me if I talked to mom, to tell her she loved her, and that love was an illusion.

Found these two very interesting things today when surfing my RSS feeds. First on the menu is an orchestra that uses vegetables to make their instruments. I find it quite creative, and as far as I can think unique. Imagine having to build new instruments for each concert! I wonder if they eat them once the concert’s over… probably not…

The next is a show of what technologies can be applied to, these guys created a sort of ‘printer’ of water, using a sheet of falling water controlled by a computer they print out images and text by using the typical ‘on/off’ bit but this time what’s on and off is water falling. Watch their intro animation to see how it works. The pavilion looks pretty cool, I specially like the idea of the doors opening and closing much like automatic sliding doors, this time made of water.